Monday, August 22, 2005
HERE I AM( @ 4AM ) TYPING MY LIFE AWAY ...
iFLEW @ 4:11 AM
Saturday, August 13, 2005
it's been a while since i met her ..it kinda saddens me to see her plight now..a familiar one which i cld relate to a few years back.. but i was a little lucklier..being predominantly occupied with school at tt period of time seem to soften the blow...at least things have been rather peaceful nowadays at home..albeit being a little quiet.i admire her courage for being able to cope with the adversity facing her den again the rage in her is too overwhelming...her ability to reflect what's going on seem so vivid, so much that most ppl was able to relate to her plight..it makes me ponder about the future..about family...about life...are portraits of happy families depicted in billboards so hard to achieve?it makes me wonder whether traditional family values still exist in today's society...den again the impact of globalisation is so overwhelming as it erodes the core family values away, in such a quiet manner..if given a choice, i wld hv rather stayed in the past..d climb for monetary values gets into me at times....when i stroll along the long stretch of hugemongous houses, i wonder what the future holds for me..however the images of lonely children in there frightens me...it's all because of the society i supposed....that's y i know that i have to hold myself back ..to stop thinking bout what i want...instead think of what i already have...
on a different note,
things haven been going smoothly at home...haven been talking to my mum at home...it's not as though i had a huge quarrel with her or something..it's just her way of handling that stupid idiotic bastard that irritates me...so much that i gave up squabbling instead...the stuffs in school are already wearing me out that i don't even speak more than 5 sentences at home...it's just too tiring to open my mouth after a long day in school...frankly speaking i really can't wait for the semester to end...so that i can retreat to somewhere for a short break...well..it's just the time of the year.
[ play a piece for me, a slow one, could you? ]
iFLEW @ 12:15 AM
Saturday, August 06, 2005
i'm addicted.addicted to minute maid..haha..i thought my mum's kinda weird because which mum wld pass her daughter a bottle of minute maid's limeade in the weeeee hours?it's 1.34am alr btw...weird mum. But then again, i think i'm lucky to hv her as my mum, somebody whom i can converse to anytime. I'm blessed to hv her because she's the kinda mum who will try to provide her children everything that she can give.Relationship with her during the early teenage years was perhaps the toughest. Being the eldest, i had to (by every mama's logic), set a good example for my bro. I obviously think i did but it's just that my bro didn't receive it well tt's all.That bastard ought to be left out in the streets. I think my mum's too soft, being able to relent to him gave him more courage to become even more defiant. He didn;t even apologise when he lost my mp3 player together with his bag.FUCK!anyway i will definitely try all means to make him pay back!i think i wld or perhaps my family would be better off without him in the household....sigh..i've lost my cool...but dis happens when u hv such a member in the family.
Den again, school's been busy nowadays, been strapped with loads & loads of neverending submissions..sigh..but i shall persist till the end...okie dok...getting ready for tuition soon..i'm speechless alr..too tired...night.
[where's the silence that we used to enjoy]
iFLEW @ 2:06 AM
Saturday, July 09, 2005
how true is that?
it's a saturday nite...n here i am yes..again..on a sat nite....argh....i'm always in a dilema when it comes to weekends.. aren't we supposed to let our hairs down and enjoy? *toot* i beg to differ.. that's why i'm here.. looking at my past entries..i realised that i haven;t been out on a sat nite...i'm a mummy's gal...haha...well..i think i need that "rest" badly after a long hectic week in sch...my fellow admers will definitely agree with moi..rite gals? *raises hand*** especially the last one...damn...i've been sleeping at 4/5 am almost everydae....damn...despite having to stay up late, i guess everything went rather smoothly .... but i'm forgoing all my appointments n decided i shd stay home to compose myself for the next round... next week's d hols btw...although it seems fairly peaceful without having any lecturers to call us back but my to-d0-list had already been planned...i hv to be back in sch for draping...retail...but i think i'm gonna hv my share of fun...but damn i wun be back for harry potter;s launch coz something cropped us...i'm so gonna miss working there with the peeps there..n i think they wun wan to take me back anymore..haha...tt's all for now...gonna catch my book n do some reading b4 heading off to bed...wat a peaceful saturday... =)
[dream a little dream]
iFLEW @ 11:43 PM
view from rm
iFLEW @ 8:45 AM
waltzing
iFLEW @ 8:44 AM
leaves
iFLEW @ 8:42 AM
un-noticed beauty
iFLEW @ 8:41 AM
a l t i t u d e
iFLEW @ 8:39 AM
Monday, July 04, 2005
"maybe it was hard for you to turn back
because u didn't want to remember the sadness in our eyes"
9 years, our 9 years of friendship
the bond that we've formed can never be found on anybody else
the memories that we've shared will never be able to fill the space here
throughout these years, i guess we've became part & parcel of each other's lives
although you are not the expressive sort
but i know you care for every of your friend deep down inside your heart
am i right, my friend?
you always seem so aloof
taking everything in your own stride
but i know that you're the greatest friend around
without you being here with us for the next 2 years,
things will never be the same again
like you said,
we will never know what the future holds for us
the course of our lives may change,
we will eventually make new friends & all
but i just wanna say that,
the only thing that will never change,
is our friendship.
thank you for being here to share my ups and downs...
waiting for you, ur everdearest jobi.
iFLEW @ 1:43 AM
Sunday, June 12, 2005
it's saturday...& i'm home again...i don't know what's gotten into me nowadays...going out on sat doesn't seems to appeal to me anymore...firstly i think it's because of school..was jampacked with 2 assignments on the first week of sch...geez..i'm feeling a lil' tired now...not physically but mentally tired...i tink it's also coz of the tense situation at home ..mum has been busy lately coz of the new shop..dad's been grumbling a lot nowadays..my bro?forget it!shan't waste my breathe on him...sometimes i feel like i'm the only child...somehow i feel obligated to help my parents out at home...to accompany my poor lil' dog...on the other hand..i feel tt i need a breather..badly...but somehow i just couldn't...i think i mite have to reshuffle my life a lil'...i.e. helping out at the shop/home...dealing with assignments..den again..mum just mentioned to me abt dropping d keyboard classes so tt i can help her on fri...argh..is it just me?i'm feeling stressed...anyway, on a happier note, i bought my dad a father's day prezzy tdy..it's an air supply's album...been wanting to get for him coz he likes them...n me too!i love air supply..hope he likes it too...been cracking my brains on what to get for him & now i'm finally done...was at cd rama dis afternoon..gosh..i swear i was so tempted to get so many cds....like those by corinne may, gorillaz, train, bee gee....bla bla bla...but d one by corinne may is at the top of my list...keke..tt's all for tdy......hope my week will be betterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........
[i'm hooked to ya,berry]
iFLEW @ 1:55 AM
Monday, June 06, 2005
i'm a tv addict. Only for tdy since i don't get much chance to be one.. Been sitting in front of the television set since i woke up..prolly from 1+ till bout 11... minus the vacumming, loitering around my room, disturbing dino... gosh..i tink i spend more than 8 hours on tv tdy..there wasn;t even any nice shows tdy... like my dad, i've taken a liking for CNA channel news asia..(my dad even attempted to watch CNN;no jokes) now he's progressed to the taiwanese news channel but nevertheless he still a loyal fan of animal planet,national geog,discovery ch,ESPN(daily)...weird combi i tawt..he's nv a fan of our local tv channel though... he hates watching them in fact, except for the news..haha..so that's my dad...ok' i've digressed from the topic of tv to my dad...anyway i think i'm mentally tired tdy coz of the late nite yest at liquidrm..we had helluva fun yest..the music was f-a-n-t-a-s-t-i-c.... DJ ko-flow was spinning yest along with another guy n an ang moh gal (DJ kelly) i supposed...actually when i saw his name at the entrance, i was a little skeptical about the music inside..it was r&b last nite btw..nonetheless he's quite good actually..i tink his talent mite be overshadowed by the dreary performance with the much acclaimed beatboxer*lol* darny..geez..anyway the crowd was good as well.. a couple of drinks were on house thanks to vic n aiwei...haha.. had a slow start yest though for the first part of d nite coz i was practically standing there still wearing tt semi-formal dress which i wore to the dinner func...*toot toot* i mean which idiot would wear a semi-formal dress coupled with a pair of demure white heels, carrying an evening bag to a R&B nite... *sigh* anyway i think alcohol definitely had its effect on all of us at the later part.. nice place i must sae..one of the best clubbing experiences i've had to date... i think i mite have to start on my report for tage now..it's supposed to be due on wed & i haven started a bit..guess i'm too stressed out after submitting two projects on the 2nd week of sch..oh well..at least it's better than sitting in the office mutilating samples garments.. speaking of which...i wonder when is polo ever going to send me my paycheck..i'm going broke...okie dok den..tt's all for now...oyasumi nasai!
OPPS!!! just a little note
UNEXPECTED WILL BE PERFORMING AT THE ESPLANADE NEXT TUE AT 7.30PM FOLLOWED BY E.I.C ON THE FOLLOWING DAY, SAME TIME...INTERESTED FRIENDS, PLS DROP ME A LINE,SEND ME A MSG ASAP..DEN PROLLY WE CAN MEET UP & GO TOGETHER OR SOMETHING?ON THE OTHER HAND, BAY BEATS IS FINALLY COMING..IT'S ON THE 15TH-17TH JULY...CAN;T WAIT..
[ drifting away; drifts drifts ]
jobi.
iFLEW @ 2:19 AM
HERE I AM( @ 4AM ) TYPING MY LIFE AWAY ...
iFLEW @ 4:11 AM
Saturday, August 13, 2005
it's been a while since i met her ..it kinda saddens me to see her plight now..a familiar one which i cld relate to a few years back.. but i was a little lucklier..being predominantly occupied with school at tt period of time seem to soften the blow...at least things have been rather peaceful nowadays at home..albeit being a little quiet.i admire her courage for being able to cope with the adversity facing her den again the rage in her is too overwhelming...her ability to reflect what's going on seem so vivid, so much that most ppl was able to relate to her plight..it makes me ponder about the future..about family...about life...are portraits of happy families depicted in billboards so hard to achieve?it makes me wonder whether traditional family values still exist in today's society...den again the impact of globalisation is so overwhelming as it erodes the core family values away, in such a quiet manner..if given a choice, i wld hv rather stayed in the past..d climb for monetary values gets into me at times....when i stroll along the long stretch of hugemongous houses, i wonder what the future holds for me..however the images of lonely children in there frightens me...it's all because of the society i supposed....that's y i know that i have to hold myself back ..to stop thinking bout what i want...instead think of what i already have...
on a different note,
things haven been going smoothly at home...haven been talking to my mum at home...it's not as though i had a huge quarrel with her or something..it's just her way of handling that stupid idiotic bastard that irritates me...so much that i gave up squabbling instead...the stuffs in school are already wearing me out that i don't even speak more than 5 sentences at home...it's just too tiring to open my mouth after a long day in school...frankly speaking i really can't wait for the semester to end...so that i can retreat to somewhere for a short break...well..it's just the time of the year.
[ play a piece for me, a slow one, could you? ]
iFLEW @ 12:15 AM
Saturday, August 06, 2005
i'm addicted.addicted to minute maid..haha..i thought my mum's kinda weird because which mum wld pass her daughter a bottle of minute maid's limeade in the weeeee hours?it's 1.34am alr btw...weird mum. But then again, i think i'm lucky to hv her as my mum, somebody whom i can converse to anytime. I'm blessed to hv her because she's the kinda mum who will try to provide her children everything that she can give.Relationship with her during the early teenage years was perhaps the toughest. Being the eldest, i had to (by every mama's logic), set a good example for my bro. I obviously think i did but it's just that my bro didn't receive it well tt's all.That bastard ought to be left out in the streets. I think my mum's too soft, being able to relent to him gave him more courage to become even more defiant. He didn;t even apologise when he lost my mp3 player together with his bag.FUCK!anyway i will definitely try all means to make him pay back!i think i wld or perhaps my family would be better off without him in the household....sigh..i've lost my cool...but dis happens when u hv such a member in the family.
Den again, school's been busy nowadays, been strapped with loads & loads of neverending submissions..sigh..but i shall persist till the end...okie dok...getting ready for tuition soon..i'm speechless alr..too tired...night.
[where's the silence that we used to enjoy]
iFLEW @ 2:06 AM
Saturday, July 09, 2005
how true is that?
it's a saturday nite...n here i am yes..again..on a sat nite....argh....i'm always in a dilema when it comes to weekends.. aren't we supposed to let our hairs down and enjoy? *toot* i beg to differ.. that's why i'm here.. looking at my past entries..i realised that i haven;t been out on a sat nite...i'm a mummy's gal...haha...well..i think i need that "rest" badly after a long hectic week in sch...my fellow admers will definitely agree with moi..rite gals? *raises hand*** especially the last one...damn...i've been sleeping at 4/5 am almost everydae....damn...despite having to stay up late, i guess everything went rather smoothly .... but i'm forgoing all my appointments n decided i shd stay home to compose myself for the next round... next week's d hols btw...although it seems fairly peaceful without having any lecturers to call us back but my to-d0-list had already been planned...i hv to be back in sch for draping...retail...but i think i'm gonna hv my share of fun...but damn i wun be back for harry potter;s launch coz something cropped us...i'm so gonna miss working there with the peeps there..n i think they wun wan to take me back anymore..haha...tt's all for now...gonna catch my book n do some reading b4 heading off to bed...wat a peaceful saturday... =)
[dream a little dream]
iFLEW @ 11:43 PM
view from rm
iFLEW @ 8:45 AM
waltzing
iFLEW @ 8:44 AM
leaves
iFLEW @ 8:42 AM
un-noticed beauty
iFLEW @ 8:41 AM
a l t i t u d e
iFLEW @ 8:39 AM
Monday, July 04, 2005
"maybe it was hard for you to turn back
because u didn't want to remember the sadness in our eyes"
9 years, our 9 years of friendship
the bond that we've formed can never be found on anybody else
the memories that we've shared will never be able to fill the space here
throughout these years, i guess we've became part & parcel of each other's lives
although you are not the expressive sort
but i know you care for every of your friend deep down inside your heart
am i right, my friend?
you always seem so aloof
taking everything in your own stride
but i know that you're the greatest friend around
without you being here with us for the next 2 years,
things will never be the same again
like you said,
we will never know what the future holds for us
the course of our lives may change,
we will eventually make new friends & all
but i just wanna say that,
the only thing that will never change,
is our friendship.
thank you for being here to share my ups and downs...
waiting for you, ur everdearest jobi.
iFLEW @ 1:43 AM
Sunday, June 12, 2005
it's saturday...& i'm home again...i don't know what's gotten into me nowadays...going out on sat doesn't seems to appeal to me anymore...firstly i think it's because of school..was jampacked with 2 assignments on the first week of sch...geez..i'm feeling a lil' tired now...not physically but mentally tired...i tink it's also coz of the tense situation at home ..mum has been busy lately coz of the new shop..dad's been grumbling a lot nowadays..my bro?forget it!shan't waste my breathe on him...sometimes i feel like i'm the only child...somehow i feel obligated to help my parents out at home...to accompany my poor lil' dog...on the other hand..i feel tt i need a breather..badly...but somehow i just couldn't...i think i mite have to reshuffle my life a lil'...i.e. helping out at the shop/home...dealing with assignments..den again..mum just mentioned to me abt dropping d keyboard classes so tt i can help her on fri...argh..is it just me?i'm feeling stressed...anyway, on a happier note, i bought my dad a father's day prezzy tdy..it's an air supply's album...been wanting to get for him coz he likes them...n me too!i love air supply..hope he likes it too...been cracking my brains on what to get for him & now i'm finally done...was at cd rama dis afternoon..gosh..i swear i was so tempted to get so many cds....like those by corinne may, gorillaz, train, bee gee....bla bla bla...but d one by corinne may is at the top of my list...keke..tt's all for tdy......hope my week will be betterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........
[i'm hooked to ya,berry]
iFLEW @ 1:55 AM
Monday, June 06, 2005
i'm a tv addict. Only for tdy since i don't get much chance to be one.. Been sitting in front of the television set since i woke up..prolly from 1+ till bout 11... minus the vacumming, loitering around my room, disturbing dino... gosh..i tink i spend more than 8 hours on tv tdy..there wasn;t even any nice shows tdy... like my dad, i've taken a liking for CNA channel news asia..(my dad even attempted to watch CNN;no jokes) now he's progressed to the taiwanese news channel but nevertheless he still a loyal fan of animal planet,national geog,discovery ch,ESPN(daily)...weird combi i tawt..he's nv a fan of our local tv channel though... he hates watching them in fact, except for the news..haha..so that's my dad...ok' i've digressed from the topic of tv to my dad...anyway i think i'm mentally tired tdy coz of the late nite yest at liquidrm..we had helluva fun yest..the music was f-a-n-t-a-s-t-i-c.... DJ ko-flow was spinning yest along with another guy n an ang moh gal (DJ kelly) i supposed...actually when i saw his name at the entrance, i was a little skeptical about the music inside..it was r&b last nite btw..nonetheless he's quite good actually..i tink his talent mite be overshadowed by the dreary performance with the much acclaimed beatboxer*lol* darny..geez..anyway the crowd was good as well.. a couple of drinks were on house thanks to vic n aiwei...haha.. had a slow start yest though for the first part of d nite coz i was practically standing there still wearing tt semi-formal dress which i wore to the dinner func...*toot toot* i mean which idiot would wear a semi-formal dress coupled with a pair of demure white heels, carrying an evening bag to a R&B nite... *sigh* anyway i think alcohol definitely had its effect on all of us at the later part.. nice place i must sae..one of the best clubbing experiences i've had to date... i think i mite have to start on my report for tage now..it's supposed to be due on wed & i haven started a bit..guess i'm too stressed out after submitting two projects on the 2nd week of sch..oh well..at least it's better than sitting in the office mutilating samples garments.. speaking of which...i wonder when is polo ever going to send me my paycheck..i'm going broke...okie dok den..tt's all for now...oyasumi nasai!
OPPS!!! just a little note
UNEXPECTED WILL BE PERFORMING AT THE ESPLANADE NEXT TUE AT 7.30PM FOLLOWED BY E.I.C ON THE FOLLOWING DAY, SAME TIME...INTERESTED FRIENDS, PLS DROP ME A LINE,SEND ME A MSG ASAP..DEN PROLLY WE CAN MEET UP & GO TOGETHER OR SOMETHING?ON THE OTHER HAND, BAY BEATS IS FINALLY COMING..IT'S ON THE 15TH-17TH JULY...CAN;T WAIT..
[ drifting away; drifts drifts ]
jobi.
iFLEW @ 2:19 AM
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